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“Why didn’t he tell me the truth, why…”

At this moment, Jiang Hongyu didn’t care about his image at all and looked extremely embarrassed, “If I had known earlier, how could I have treated him like that, Wenqian, he is our own son, ahh…”

Zhou Wenqian was also wondering why…

Jiang Jingyan suddenly remembered the last time he brought Lin Suici back to Jiang family to pick up his luggage, Lin Suici had asked if he could call himself ‘brother’.

Only now did he realize that Lin Suici already knew everything at that time. Although he was the biological elder brother from the same father and mother, Lin Suici still had to ask him if he could call himself brother.

If… If he could treat the previous Lin Suici better, would Lin Suici trust him more and tell him the truth earlier.

Jiang Jingyan couldn’t tell what mood he was in right now, he looked up at the sky as his eyes became moist.

Pei Chuan returned to the ward, only to see Lin Suici, who was supposed to be lying on the bed, standing by the window, silently looking out, with a thin and lonely back.

Pei Chuan suddenly realized that from the window here, he seemed to be able to see the small garden under the hospital building, where he was talking with the Jiang family just now.

Lin Suici was so distracted that he didn’t even notice someone approaching behind him, until the man’s palm gently covered his eyes with warmth.

“Suisui, don’t look anymore.”

Suddenly, his eyes fell into darkness, and Pei Chuan’s low and mellow voice rang in his ears. Lin Suici blinked, and his slender and thick eyelashes swept through the man’s palm.

Itchy.

Pei Chuan took back his hand and directly bent down to hug him horizontally. He walked to the hospital bed in two or three steps and carefully placed him on the bed.

“Can’t sleep?”

Lin Suici took Pei Chuan’s hand and looked at him with those clear black eyes, “Pei Chuan, you sleep with me.”

Due to illness, the young man’s voice was a bit hoarse, softer than usual, with a bit of dependence.

The bed in the advanced ward was not small, it was enough for two adult men to lie together. Pei Chuan leaned sideways and hugged Lin Suici into his arms, leaving half of the space empty.

Lin Suici nestled in Pei Chuan’s arms, hugging his strong waist with both hands, as if hugging a very large human shaped pillow, feeling very secure.

Lin Suici raised his eyes to look at Pei Chuan, with wet eyes and disheveled hair on his forehead, like a clingy kitten.

“Pei Chuan, what did they tell you just now?”

He was really curious in his heart. Just now, he had seen it from the window, and it was really strange to see Jiang Hongyu crying like that.

Pei Chuan brushed the scattered hair on Lin Sui’s forehead with his fingers and said truthfully, “They asked me when did you find out the truth.”

“It seems that they really regret it.” Pei Chuan also saw Jiang Hongyu squatting on the ground in distress and pain from the window just now. He said without emotion: “Especially Jiang Hongyu.”

After a pause, he said again: “But I don’t suggest you forgive him.”

The person who hurt Lin Suici the most was not Zhou Wenqian, let alone Jiang Jingyan, but Jiang Hongyu.

Without knowing Lin Suici’s true identity, Jiang Jingyan didn’t treat Lin Suici badly.

Zhou Wenqian didn’t actually harm Lin Suici in any substantial way, but she has ignored him for so many years. From her point of view, Lin Suici was the son born to a mistress and her husband, so one can still understand her attitude.

Of course, understanding is one thing and acceptance is another.

Only Jiang Hongyu…

He directed all of his hatred for Lin Yue on an innocent child, harbored a strong prejudice against Lin Suici, ignored him with disgust, spoke malicious words, and never fulfilled the responsibility of a father.

Lin Suici buried his face in Pei Chuan’s chest and said in a muffled voice, “I remember everything he said and did to me.”

“He deserves it right now,” He said childishly, “I have no sympathy for him.”

Pei Chuan smiled silently and rubbed his chin against the top of the person’s hair in his arms, echoing, “Hmm, he deserves it.”

……

Early the next morning.

Jiang Hongyu arrived outside the ward, holding an insulated box in his hand. He hesitated and walked back and forth in the corridor.

He stopped outside the door several times and raised his hand to knock on it, but he paused again before finally putting down his hand in frustration.

Jiang Hongyu let out an imperceptible sigh and thought that Wenqian was right. He is indeed a coward.

After struggling for a moment, he took a deep breath and was about to raise his hand to knock on the door again when the tightly closed door opened from inside.

Jiang Hongyu put down his hand unnaturally.

Pei Chuan looked at him expressionlessly and said in a calm voice with a hint of indifference, “Mr. Jiang, what’s the matter?”

In terms of momentum, this young man, who is not yet thirty years old, has already overwhelmed Jiang Hongyu, an elder who has been in business for decades.

Jiang Hongyu’s gaze passed through Pei Chuan as he looked inside, but unfortunately he didn’t see his youngest son he was thinking about.

He could only retract his gaze, and after a long silence, he asked, “Is Suici’s illness better?”

Pei Chuan hummed, “Thank you very much for your concern, Mr. Jiang.”

Although these words were very polite, Jiang Hongyu felt that Pei Chuan was mocking him no matter how he listened, but he no longer had the confidence to refute it.

To be honest, Jiang Hongyu’s previous impression of Pei Chuan wasn’t very good. Pei Chuan’s character was too indifferent, his desire to control was too strong, and his aura was too domineering.

Previously, he didn’t think that Pei Chuan was sincere to Lin Suici, but after Lin Suici fell into the sea and disappeared, Jiang Hongyu changed his mind.

Pei Chuan was even more worried and anxious than them, looking for people day and night.

If it weren’t for Pei Chuan, Lin Sui probably wouldn’t have been found so quickly.

“Can I see him?” Jiang Hongyu asked Pei Chuan. There was even a hint of pleading in his tone.

Pei Chuan pursed his lips and replied indifferently: “I don’t think he wants to see you now.”

“Is that so…” Jiang Hongyu tugged at the corners of his mouth with a bitter and pale expression. His once handsome and elegant face now looked haggard, and a few white hairs could be seen on his head.

He turned around in a daze and didn’t take two steps before turning back. He raised the insulated box in his hand, “I personally made this pork rib soup, can you pass it to him for me?”

Before Pei Chuan could speak, suddenly there was the sound of the door opening inside.

After a night of sleep, Lin Suici’s spirit improved a lot and he felt much better. He just came out of the bathroom after washing up.

He looked at Pei Chuan who was standing at the door. There seemed to be another person outside, but Pei Chuan blocked his face and he couldn’t see clearly.

Lin Suici frowned suspiciously and walked over.

As he got closer, he clearly saw who it was, and his expression changed.

Jiang Hongyu finally saw his youngest son and a trace of excitement and panic flashed through his eyes.

He has also faced many strong winds and tides over the years, but at this time he is rarely at a loss.

He opened his mouth and dryly squeezed out a word: “Suici.”

Lin Suici took half a step back and did not respond. In his memory, Jiang Hongyu had never used this kind of tone to call him.

“Lin Suici…”

Jiang Hongyu’s voice trembled slightly.

Lin Suici met his eyes, previous emotions of anger and disgust in those eyes have now been replaced with various complex emotions such as heartache, self-blame, regret, anticipation, and caution.

Lin Suici couldn’t describe how he felt at this moment, and when Jiang Hongyu stepped forward, he subconsciously took another step back.

Pei Chuan blocked Lin Suici behind him and held his hand.

“Mr. Jiang, I already told you that Suici doesn’t want to see you.”

Pei Chuan looks as if he is protecting his calf.

Jiang Hongyu’s body stiffened for a moment and his heart felt desolate. Originally, he, the father, should be the one to protect his son and become his son’s strong support.

If it weren’t for that woman Lin Yue, his youngest son would have grown up happily under their knees, and the current situation wouldn’t be like this.

Jiang Hongyu awkwardly stepped back, but his eyes still remained fixed on Lin Suici.

In a sincere tone, he said seriously: “Suici, I’m sorry, I know it’s no use saying these things now. I have done a lot of wrong things to hurt you before, causing irreparable harm to you.”

“It’s all your father’s fault, you can beat me and scold me if you want…”

After hearing this, Lin Suici lifted his eyelids and looked at the middle-aged man with a tired and sad face on the other side.

His eyes were calm, and his tone was very light: “You said that you are not my father.”

Jiang Hongyu’s expression paused.

Yes, he did say it, and more than once.

He wants to be a good father now, but it’s already too late now.

Jiang Hongyu has never carefully looked at Lin Suici’s face, and his gaze was unwilling to stay on this “illegitimate child” who had brought him shame.

But looking carefully now, he realized that the child’s eyebrows and eyes are somewhat similar to Wenqian’s, while his mouth looked a lot like him.

He was also blind, unable to even recognize his and Wenqian’s son.

“Son, I don’t expect you to forgive me, but please give me a chance to make up for my mistakes.” Jiang Hongyu looked at Lin Suici eagerly, “I really want to be a good father now.”

Lin Suici looked at him with a cold gaze and said, “You are Jiang Le’s good father, not mine.”

The tone was also very light, but it was like a heavy stone weighing a thousand pounds, pressing on Jiang Hongyu’s chest, making him feel extremely uncomfortable.

The former roles seemed to have reversed, and now he finally understood Lin Suici’s feeling when he was scolded and mocked by him in the past.

Moreover, what he said and did at the time was far more extreme than this.

Jiang Hongyu regretted it, he suddenly put the insulated box in his hand on the ground, and then raised his hand to slap himself on the face.

A “pa” sound rang extremely clear and loud in the quiet corridor.

Lin Suici didn’t expect him to make such a move, and he was really shocked.

Before he had time to react, Jiang Hongyu raised his other hand and slapped his cheek. The force of his hand was not light, and both of his cheeks quickly turned red.

“What are you doing?!” Lin Suici raised his voice a little higher.

Jiang Hongyu didn’t stop there and continued to slap himself, accompanied by a crisp sound and his choked-up confession.

“These are all the things that I should suffer.”

“I’m sorry for you, it’s all my fault.”

“I don’t ask you to forgive me, but I hope you can forgive your mother and brother. Your mother is also a victim. She really loves you very much…”

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