Home/ The White-eyed Wolves I Personally Raised Are All Coveting My Legacy/ Chapter 64
Unlike in the past, Chen Yu didn’t wait for Si Yang’s response after sending the message, but casually put the phone in his pocket.
This detail was noticed by the secretary, and his eyes staring at Chen Yu suddenly became frightened.
He had a premonition that things might be different from what he thought.
Sure enough, since that day, Chen Yu acted as if he didn’t know Si Yang, and never heard his voice again. As his health improved, Chen Yu also gradually began to take back Xingsheng’s power.
It seemed that everything was going in a positive direction, but the secretary always felt that something was wrong.
Until that day, Chen Qiao squeaked in the video call, “Dad, can I come and see you guys?”
“It’s useless to come, you can’t see him anymore.”
Chen Yu said this very naturally, without any expression on his face. After speaking, he hung up the phone.
Chen Qiao obviously wanted to ask more questions, and in the end, he made three calls in a row, but Chen Yu didn’t answer.
The secretary wanted to ask a question, but Chen Yu said he was tired and lay down.
That evening, Chen Yu fell ill and was directly sent to the emergency room. When he came out again, although he had regained his life, Chen Yu’s spirit and energy had completely dissipated..
“Mr. Chen, what’s the matter with you?” The secretary had already realized that Chen Yu knew something, and he even thought that if Chen Yu asked, he would simply tell Chen Yu all the truth.
But Chen Yu didn’t ask anything, he was tense, suffering like this every day, and his condition also deteriorated.
“Mr. Chen, do you feel uncomfortable in the chest, or do you have any rejection?” The sudden deterioration in Chen Yu’s condition made the doctor unable to find out the reason, so he could only ask routinely.
Chen Yu smiled, “It’s okay, I’m fine.”
The patient obviously didn’t cooperate, and the doctor couldn’t do anything in the end.
After the doctor left, Chen Yu leaned against the hospital bed, his eyes gradually becoming empty.
The secretary wanted to talk to him, but was a bit hesitant.
But this time, Chen Yu spoke up, “Senior Brother, you have been working really hard recently.”
“President Chen, I…” The secretary’s eye circles turned red suddenly.
He and Chen Yu were in the same college. When they first started the business, Chen Yu insisted on calling him Senior Brother, but he also insisted on being referred to as a subordinate. Later, Xingsheng grew stronger, and the title was indeed no longer appropriate, so Chen Yu also didn’t insist anymore.
After thinking about it, he realized that he hadn’t heard this title of ‘Senior Brother’ for ten years. But when he listened to it now, he could no longer see the high-spirited Chen Yu from back then. There was only a lonely and sorrowful man who had lost his beloved.
The secretary couldn’t control himself and let out a sob.
On the other hand, Chen Yu didn’t have anything to say, he just whispered in a low voice, “Go out, I’m fine.”
The secretary didn’t dare to move, but unexpectedly discovered that there seemed to be moisture in Chen Yu’s eyes. Looking carefully, this man who wasn’t at all sad when he was kicked out of the house by his father was crying silently.
“So, what do you know?”
“What do I know?” Chen Yu didn’t look at him, but said to him again, “I’m really fine here. You go back to China and keep an eye on Chen Qiao.”
After speaking, Chen Yu didn’t even pay attention to the tears all over his face, and just casually picked up the laptop beside him and began to deal with the official business.
A person who just came out of the emergency room, a person who can hardly even press the keyboard, can still work in an orderly manner. I’m afraid if I put this on someone else, it would be seen as a fantasy, but if put on Chen Yu right now, it only makes people feel terrifying.
Because anyone with eyes can see that Chen Yu is deceiving himself.
The secretary couldn’t stand it anymore and wanted to persuade him, but he couldn’t find a chance.
Unexpectedly, three days later, Chen Yu wanted to leave the hospital.
“Mr. Chen, no, your health hasn’t recovered enough to be discharged from the hospital.”
Chen Yu seemed to be unable to wait any longer, he changed his clothes and was about to go out.
“It’s too late, I need to go find Si Yang.”
“Calm down, where are you going to find him?”
“Didn’t he also come abroad? I’ll look for him here.” Chen Yu’s emotions were obviously not right. He pushed the secretary away and was about to walk out in big strides.
“Stop him!” The secretary hurriedly said to the bodyguards and the doctor outside the door, but Chen Yu suddenly pushed the bodyguards away with force.
His incision hadn’t completely healed yet, and with such a simple little action, the wound on his chest split open. In an instant, the bright red blood stained his clothes.
“Tranquilizer! Hurry up! The patient is out of control, hurry up and bring the tranquilizer!” The doctors and nurses were in chaos, but Chen Yu struggled even harder.
The secretary quickly hugged him and kept saying to him, “Mr. Chen, Mr. Chen, please calm down, what do you want to do, can’t we wait for the illness to recover!?”
But Chen Yu couldn’t listen at all, just desperately trying to break free. He kept repeating a sentence, “It’s too late, it’s too late, Senior Brother, let me go, it’s too late.”
“What’s too late?”
“If we can’t find him again, it will be too late.”
Chen Yu’s words were deep and desperate, but the secretary was even more desperate than him.
Because he knew that from the moment Chen Yu opened his eyes, it was already too late. Even Si Yang’s body was taken away by Chen Zhao, so he was destined not to see him for the last time.
The nurse next to him took the opportunity to inject Chen Yu with a sedative. After a minute, Chen Yu gradually calmed down and let them help him back to the bed.
The secretary looked at Chen Yu, who was unconscious on the bed, and after a while, he finally regained his senses and sighed.
In fact, the secretary didn’t know, but Chen Yu already had a vague guess in his heart when the secretary sent him a message using Si Yang’s recording for the third time.
It’s just that at that time, Chen Yu thought that Si Yang just didn’t want to be with the Chen family, so he simply left.
But it wasn’t until that day in the garden, when he heard Si Yang’s words, that Chen Yu suddenly realized that the situation might be different from what he thought. It’s not about going somewhere else, but to leave this world.
Chen Yu knew that Si Yang is a person who was always affectionate and indulgent. Even if the target was not a beautiful young man like Chen Qiao, but an old man like him with some good looks, Si Yang can call out “baby” without hesitation. What’s more, they have slept together in the same bed for so long, and when Si Yang really coaxed him, he could say any greasy and crooked words in the most affectionate tone.
As for the name, Si Yang would only call it in two situations. One is to talk to him about business, and the other is to say goodbye to him.
But in WeChat, Si Yang kept saying that he would come back when Chen Yu recovered from his illness, but he always called him ‘Chen Yu’ from the beginning to the end. That in itself was wrong.
There is no impenetrable wall in the world, even if the secretary used all his authority to make everything airtight, Chen Yu is Chen Yu after all, if he wants to find out, he can always find out without a trace.
So, when he found out that Chen Zhao had disappeared suddenly, the truth finally came to light.
Where Si Yang went, why he(cy) survived, and what happened when he(cy) was unconscious, Chen Yu figured out everything.
But at this critical moment, even though Chen Yu was clear, he dared not investigate further. He has always been fearless, but for the first time, he was afraid that the truth hidden behind everything would be the most unacceptable content for him.
Pressing his heart, Chen Yu only felt a sharp pain there. Amidst the darkness, there seemed to be a gasp of suppressed pain. That gorgeous voice, even if it was hoarse, was full of charm.
It was clearly Si Yang.
Chen Yu held his chest with trembling hands and whispered in a low voice, “Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid, I’m here. Don’t be afraid, it won’t hurt anymore. It won’t hurt anymore.”
Chen Yu’s tears flowed down silently, but no matter how hard he thought or didn’t believe the facts, it was useless. Because Si Yang… he really died.
The heart in his chest belonged to Si Yang. His life also belonged to Si Yang. In the original agreement, he set the final time limit for Si Yang. After the countdown ended, Si Yang really gave him his life as agreed.
When Chen Yu opened his eyes again, it was already the afternoon of the next day.
He sat up and asked the secretary, “Tell me exactly what happened!”
The secretary recounted everything, pondering his words countless times in the middle, afraid that Chen Yu wouldn’t be able to bear it.
After all, no one can accept such a thing. Chen Yu loved Si Yang deeply, but in the end it was he who personally sacrificed Si Yang’s life.
If Chen Zhao was the murderer who killed Si Yang with a sharp knife, then Chen Yu was the god who mercilessly forced Si Yang to sacrifice.
“So that’s what happened, and it’s all my fault.” What the secretary cared most about was that he didn’t keep an eye on Si Yang’s body in the end.
But Chen Yu shook his head in a daze, “It’s not your fault, he has arranged all the games he set up, so what can you possibly do?”
“What do you mean?”
Chen Yu smiled helplessly, “He is protecting Chen Zhao’s life.”
“He was on the operating table because of me. After I woke up, how could I let Chen Zhao go? Wouldn’t I take revenge on him?”
“But it’s different now, Si Yang had arranged for him to take his body away, using it as a deterrent. As long as Chen Zhao hides his body well, I will never take Chen Zhao’s life.”
“This is the last retreat he left for Chen Zhao, hahahahaha,” Chen Yu couldn’t help laughing in a low voice, “In the end, he chose Chen Zhao in the end.”
“From beginning to end, everything he did was just for Chen Zhao.”
Chen Yu waved his hand, “You go out.”
The secretary had to leave first. Chen Yu turned his head and looked out at the white expanse outside the window, as if it was snowing.
At that time, he and Si Yang were still together. Chen Qiao came to look for Si Yang, but ended up startling a big dog in the yard.
At that time, Chen Qiao was carrying a basket of snacks in his hand, and asked the dog to chase him around for several laps. At last, he fell into the snow and the basket of snacks also fell on him.
Later, Chen Qiao got up and wanted to curse, but Si Yang seldom laughed heartily. He leaned against the window and watched Chen Qiao while laughing until tears came out.
“Chen Yu! Take care of your people! “Chen Qiao was so angry that he jumped up and down in front of him, his eyes widened like a cat with its fur blown out.
And Si Yang liked to tease him, the more angry Chen Qiao got, the more Si Yang wanted to tease him. It wasn’t until Chen Qiao couldn’t bear it anymore and threw himself into Si Yang’s arms covered in snow that it was all over.
That day, he watched Si Yang wipe Chen Qiao’s hair with a towel, while he sat next to the two of them, occasionally picking up a teacup and feeding Si Yang a sip of tea. That scene really resembled a warm family of three.
And these seemingly warm scenes were replayed in his mind over and over again, and in the end, only a pile of sharp fragments remained.
Chen Yu closed his eyes and had to admit that although the time was short, he truly fell in love with Si Yang. His appearance, his breath, his soul, and everything about him was what Chen Yu longed for and wanted to cherish for a lifetime.
But in the end, there was nothing left.
It was too cold outside, and no one went out to breathe even in the afternoon.
Chen Yu opened the window and a cold breeze came in. Then he just sat in the cold air.
It’s really cold, so when Si Yang took the medicine, was it also this cold?
Chen Yu took out a small box from the bedside cabinet. After opening it, it was filled with the medicine that Si Yang had taken before.
Chen Yu poured them all out, one by one, put them into his mouth, raised his head, and swallowed them.
This was rather a lengthy process, with the bitterness gradually spreading in the mouth, followed by nauseating choking, and then the sudden and intense pain that erupts from all over the body, even dozens of times more intense than a heart attack.
It was a pain that tore the body apart alive, as if it was constantly enduring the torment of being put to death with a thousand cuts.
But as these pains gradually became numb, endless darkness and coldness finally surged up.
Cold and piercing, as if there were dense fine needles running through every pore of his body, cruelly piercing the epidermis of the skin to the deepest part.
Chen Yu choked up in a low voice, and the unfinished medicine in his hand fell to the ground.
All his life, he has never been a good person.
For the sake of money, he could do anything and accept any conditions. He was reviled and cursed by people because he was too scheming and cruel. Everyone said that he wouldn’t have a good death.
But he never did a thing that he would regret.
But now he really regretted it.
He regretted not hugging Si Yang tightly and rescuing him when he first met him. Instead, he just watched coldly as Si Yang struggled desperately, before he(cy) finally stepped on the blood step by step, walking towards him(sy).
“If…” Chen Yu murmured softly.
If he could do it all over again and turn back time, he must have found Si Yang early and told him, ‘Chen Zhao is not a good person, come with me’.
He would have said to him, ‘From now on, I will love you, accompany you through life and death, and never leave you’.
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