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“You’re angry.”

When he said this, Lin Suici still tilted his head, and Pei Chuan could see his eyes turning red quickly, with a layer of mist.

Even his tone seemed a bit sad with a hint of sourness.

Pei Chuan’s movements froze for a moment, and he immediately put the porridge in his hand on the bedside table next to him.

Master Pei, who has always managed to keep his calm no matter what, was rarely at a loss at this moment.

“I am not angry,”

He put his hand on the top of Lin Suici’s soft hair and rubbed it gently. His serious tone also softened a lot: “I’m just worried about you, how will you get better if you don’t eat?”

Upon hearing the man’s gentle and soothing words, Lin Sui’s heart suddenly became even more sour and sad. Tears that had originally gathered in his eyes immediately burst out, and the bean-sized crystal teardrops slid down in mid-air.

Pei Chuan watched as the tear fell on the quilt, soaking the fabric, as if falling on his heart.

Lin Suici lifted his hand to wipe away his tears, and his voice was tearful: “You were angry last night.”

Who knew that the more tears he wiped, the more they fell as if a gate was opened. He sucked in his breath and said with a choked voice:

“I’m sorry… If you don’t like it, I won’t do that again in the future. Don’t be angry…”

The more he spoke, the sadder he became, and the more aggrieved he felt, “Pei Chuan, don’t you want me…”

When he said this, there was a hint of pleading in his tone.

How could Pei Chuan bear to see him like this? After seeing the other party crying, his whole heart almost softened.

“Lin Suici.”

Pei Chuan held Lin Suici’s tear stained cheeks with both hands, gently wiped away the tears with his calloused fingertips, and forced him to look at himself.

“When did I say I didn’t want you?” Pei Chuan looked into his tearful eyes, his usual cold and calm eyes are now filled with patience and concern, “Huh?”

Lin Suici was still immersed in his own emotions, his thin shoulders trembling uncontrollably, and he cried even more sadly.

“I had a dream this morning. I dreamt that you…you kicked me out and said you never wanted to see me again…”

He sobbed as he told about his dream.

“I… I secretly went to the company to look for you, only to find someone in your office who is about my age.”

“You still touch his head and look at him gently…you like him, but you don’t like me.”

Lin Suici sniffed, and cried until his eyes and the tip of his nose became red. Even his long eyelashes were stained with small teardrops. He looked at the man in front of him like a rabbit, with the corners of his mouth puckered, looking extremely sad and wronged.

After hearing about the dream just now, and seeing him like this again, Pei Chuan felt distressed and helpless, but also found it somewhat funny.

He found a tissue and carefully wiped the tears off Lin Suici’s face.

“It’s just a dream. Dreams are always the opposite of reality. How could I possibly not want you?”

As he spoke, he raised his free left hand and gently patted Lin Suici’s head, “I will only touch your head, not others.”

He looked into those red eyes, “There will never be such a person.”

The magnetic and mellow voice was full of seriousness and patience.

After he finished speaking, Pei Chuan stretched out his slender fingers to brush away the broken hair on Lin Sui’s forehead, and then slowly lowered his head, lightly placing a kiss on the young man’s smooth forehead.

With the warm and soft touch on his forehead, Lin Suici’s body instantly stiffened, and his tears immediately stopped.

Pei Chuan instead held his cheek and looked straight into Lin Suici’s still confused and stunned eyes, his thin lips moved and he said word by word:

“Lin Suici, I don’t like others, I only like you.”

The man has a pair of extremely deep eyes, and when he looks at others like this, his eyes seems to be filled with affection, and only a single glance is enough to suck people in.

Lin Suici forgot to react for a while, he stared blankly at Pei Chuan and blinked very slowly.

What the other party said just now echoed in his mind, ‘I don’t like others, I only like you’…

Pei Chuan likes him?

Lin Suici raised his hand and touched the forehead that had been kissed. Did Pei Chuan really kiss him just now?

“Really?”

His mouth was slightly open, with wet tears on his face, his long and thick eyelashes were trembling slightly, and he looked at Pei Chuan suspiciously.

Pei Chuan felt that the young man’s appearance at this moment was extremely cute. He couldn’t help but curl up his lips and smile, saying seriously, “Really.”

He hardly slept all night yesterday, thinking about Lin Suici.

At the beginning, Pei Chuan really regarded Lin Suici as his younger brother. After all, he was only nineteen years old, which was too young for him.

He never considered any other role for him except for his younger brother.

However, unconsciously, his feelings for Lin Suici had changed.

When did it start?

Maybe it was on that rainy night when he rescued the bruised Lin Suici and took him back.

Or perhaps it was when he saw him curled up in a corner like a very thin and small ball, looking lonely and helpless.

At that time, Pei Chuan wanted to protect him so that he would not suffer any harm.

Pei Chuan couldn’t explain this emotion clearly, but since he slept in the same bed with Lin Suici a while ago, he subconsciously realized a problem.

He seems to have a different desire for Lin Suici.

Whenever Lin Suici falls asleep in his arms, feeling the other person’s body temperature and smelling the other person’s scent, he always gets upset and flustered.

Pei Chuan has feelings for Lin Suici, but he had always believed that he only regarded the other person as his younger brother. Therefore, when he realized his feelings for Lin Suici, he felt guilty, so he subconsciously avoided this issue.

But after what happened last night, Pei Chuan now has to face up to this problem.

The words Pei Yu said to him on the phone woke him up even more.

He can’t bear Lin Suici getting close to others, or even interacting with others in an intimate way.

As long as he thought of this possibility, he felt extremely uncomfortable.

Lin Suici is different in his heart, unlike anyone else.

The bright sunlight came in through the window, making the room bright, and the light shines on the clean side face of the slightly sick young man.

Those beautiful eyes that were originally full of grievances and sadness seemed to be illuminated by the sun at this time.

Pei Chuan likes him….

This kind of experience is like floating from the mire to the sky, stepping on the soft clouds, with an unreal feeling.

Obviously, he was crying so much that he couldn’t stop his tears just a second ago, but now the corners of Lin Suici’s mouth are rose uncontrollably, and his eyes, which are as red as rabbits, are also slightly curved, like a crescent moon.

“Pei Chuan, am I dreaming?”

As he spoke, he lifted his hand and pinched his own cheek. He frowned slightly due to the pain, but then smiled instantly, with his eyebrows curved.

“It hurts, I’m not dreaming.”

Seeing this, Pei Chuan let out a low laugh from his throat, and said indulgently, “Then can you eat now?”

“Hmm!” Lin Sui nodded, his red eyes shining brightly, staring intently at the man in front of him.

Although he is still sick, his spirit is much better now.

Pei Chuan never knew that he could become so soft-hearted before meeting Lin Suici.

He resisted the urge to hold the young man in his arms and kiss him, then got up and walked to the bathroom. After a while, he came out with a wet towel in his hand.

“Your face is wet from crying, let me wipe it off for you.”

Pei Chuan raised his hand to gently wipe away the tears at the corner of Lin Suici’s eyes, and then carefully wiped the tear-stained face with a towel.

It was obvious that he was just wiping his face, but the man’s expression was very serious. Looking at it closely, the deeply contoured face looked perfect and impeccable.

Lin Suici stared at him without blinking his wet eyes.

Pei Chuan bent his fingers and tapped Lin Suici’s forehead lightly, “Close your eyes.”

Lin Suici obediently closed his eyes, and slightly raised his little face, cooperating with Pei Chuan who was wiping his face.

“Alright.”

Pei Chuan put down the towel and looked at the clean and fair little face in front of him with satisfaction. However, due to the fever, his cheeks were still flushed, and because he had cried so much earlier, his eyes and nose were also red.

He suddenly moved closer, with a slight smile on his cold and calm brows, “Why haven’t I seen Suisui cry so much before?”

Seeing the man’s suddenly enlarged handsome face, Lin Suici couldn’t help but lean back, and felt embarrassed after realizing it.

It’s too embarrassing to cry in front of Pei Chuan again.

It’s just that he was really sad just now, and when he got emotional for a while, his tears seemed to be out of control, and he couldn’t stop it no matter what.

Lin Suici silently raised his hands to cover his face, revealing two red ears.

He explained in a muffled voice: “I really don’t like to cry, but when I think of you not wanting me, I can’t control it…”

No one knows what Pei Chuan meant to Lin Suici. In his most desperate and helpless moments, it was Pei Chuan who appeared and saved him.

This man, who looked indifferent and unapproachable, took care of him patiently and meticulously, giving him warmth that he had never felt before.

Pei Chuan is Lin Suici’s salvation.

It was inevitable for Lin Suici to fall in love with such a man, it was only a matter of time.

“If you want to cry in front of me, you don’t have to hold back.” Pei Chuan took away Lin Suici’s hand covering his face, and held it in his palm.

“Lin Suici, there will never be a day when I will not want you, never.”

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Although he was still unwell, Lin Suici was in a good mood, and even his appetite improved a lot.

Pei Chuan fed him a bowl of lean meat porridge, and then gave him medicine.

After taking the medicine, Lin Suici felt sleepy. He couldn’t help but yawn, and his eyelids drooped slightly.

Pei Chuan raised his hand to check the temperature of his forehead again, and coaxed in a low voice: “If you’re sleepy, sleep for a while, and you’ll be fine when you wake up.”

Upon hearing this, Lin Suici raised his head and looked at him eagerly.

“Pei Chuan, can you sleep with me?” After a pause, he whispered again: “You didn’t sleep with me last night.”

Due to illness, Lin Suici’s voice sounded a little hoarse, and it became increasingly soft, as if he was acting like a baby, or complaining.

Pei Chuan had no way to refuse, and there was no reason to refuse.

“Okay, I’ll sleep with you.”

Hearing this, Lin Suici immediately moved to the side, leaving a space for Pei Chuan.

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