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“Pei Chuan, I can help you.”

A clear and gentle voice rang in his ears.

Pei Chuan, who always remains calm in any situation, froze after hearing this sentence, and his pupils shrank.

And Lin Suici, who spoke this sentence, had already turned red from his cheeks to his neck, like a semi ripe peach.

Despite feeling shy and embarrassed, he still looked directly at Pei Chuan. His long and thick eyelashes trembled gently like butterfly wings, and his beautiful eyes were clear and moist, seemingly sparkling with starlight under the warm light.

Pei Chuan’s hand was still on Lin Suici’s waist. He did nothing but just silently stared at the person in front of him.

A pair of sharp eyes became increasingly deep, like a thousand-foot-deep pool, as if wanting to look into people’s hearts through the surface.

At this moment, time seemed to slow down, and a few seconds became exceptionally long.

Being stared at by such a pair of eyes, Lin Suici couldn’t help feeling flustered.

Pei Chuan’s reaction was different from what he had imagined.

The next second, a man’s low and deep voice rang in his ear: “Why?”

There was no expression on his face, his thin lips were slightly pursed, and his facial lines were slightly tense, looking very serious.

Lin Suici’s heart skipped a beat, and his heartbeat couldn’t help but accelerate, “I…”

He glanced at Pei Chuan’s body, and there was already an arc, and the shape looked amazing.

Lin Suici’s ears were burning, and he quickly withdrew his gaze, “I just want to help you.”

Pei Chuan’s expression froze, and his deep gaze made it difficult to see what he was thinking in his heart.

How could he not understand what Lin Suici meant from that fleeting kiss just now, and his current behavior.

But he never thought that Lin Suici would do this, and when did he come up with this idea.

After a moment of silence, Pei Chuan spoke, “Because I’ve helped you a lot, you also want to help me in this way?”

Lin Suici nodded hesitantly, then shook his head again, “No, I…”

Pei Chuan asked: “If someone else would’ve helped you instead of me, would you do the same?”

This time Lin Suici firmly shook his head and denied it. Pei Chuan’s words completely messed up his mind.

He lowered his eyes, and subconsciously clutched the bed sheet with both hands, saying in a low voice: “Only you, no one else.”

After hearing this, there was a ripple in Pei Chuan’s dark eyes, but soon it disappeared.

“Lin Suici, look at me.” He raised his hands and cupped Lin Suici’s cheeks, forcing him to look at himself, looking straight into those dodging, flustered and uneasy eyes.

“Did you feel that I was helping you from the very beginning because I have other thoughts about you?”

“That’s why you were afraid of me and avoided me before, and you still think so until now, so you wanted to do this for me.”

“Yes or no?”

Pei Chuan seemed to be asking a question, but his tone was straightforward, sounding like a statement.

Lin Suici’s pretty face was flushed red, and he couldn’t find anything to refute for a while.

Just like what Pei Chuan said, he really thought so. From the very beginning, he felt that Pei Chuan had his eyes on him. At that time, he had nothing except for his face.

Pei Chuan waited for a while, and the young man in front of him didn’t deny his words, so he already had the answer in his heart.

His heart sank, and he said seriously word by word:

“Lin Suici, who do you take me for? What do you take yourself for?”

He pressed the young man’s shoulders with both hands and gazed into his eyes, saying: “I don’t need you to do this for me, whoever asks you to do this is a beast.”

“Do you understand?”

Lin Suici was forced to look at Pei Chuan, looking at the man’s slightly wrinkled eyebrows and deep bottomless eyes.

The man’s eyebrows were deep, and when he frowned, he looked a bit fierce.

He finally realized that Pei Chuan was angry, and this was the first time that the other party was angry at him.

Lin Suici’s lips moved, and he didn’t know what to do for a while, and his brain even shut down.

After a moment of silence, he retorted in a low voice: “I don’t think you’re that kind of person… I like you, and I am willing.”

After hearing these words, Pei Chuan’s body became stiffened again, and an indescribable feeling spread from the bottom of his heart, making his brain a little confused.

Lin Suici likes him?

Lin Suici took a deep breath and mustered up the courage to look at the man’s deep eyes filled with astonishment.

“Pei Chuan, if you’re not interested in me, then why are you being so nice to me?”

His voice was slightly hoarse and trembling, sounding a little aggrieved, and even the corners of his eyes were slightly red.

Under the orange light, those beautiful eyes were stained with mist, like a deer, making people feel distressed.

Since the scene has become like this, then let’s just smash the pot, Lin Suici doesn’t want to hide his feelings.

Looking at the aggrieved appearance of the person in front of him, Pei Chuan instinctively wanted to reach out and touch his head, but as soon as he lifted his hand, he stopped.

He put his hand down as if nothing had happened, and did not answer Lin Suici’s question.

“I think you need to calm down now. As for the rest, I will explain to you later.”

“You rest here, I’ll go to another room.”

Just as Pei Chuan was about to get off the bed, Lin Suici suddenly said, “No, this is your room. I’ll sleep next door.”

After he finished speaking, he quickly got out of bed, put on his shoes and ran out quickly, and closed the door by the way.

Following a light “click”, the bedroom returned to silence, as if nothing had happened.

Pei Chuan stood by the bed, looking for a long time at the direction in which Lin Suici had left, his deep eyes dim and unclear.

His face was still calm, but his heart was full of storms.

For a moment, Pei Chuan raised his hand and touched his lips, thinking of that kiss, and the young man putting his hand on his back, blushing and saying that I can help you.

Pei Chuan’s Adam’s apple rolled up and down, his heart was hot, and his body was also burning, as if there was a fire swimming around his body, making his blood boil.

Pei Chuan’s eyes darkened, then he turned around and walked into the bathroom.

In the still night, the sound of splashing water rang out in the quiet bedroom, mixed with the man’s low, restrained breathing.

On the other side of the guest bedroom, the door was tightly closed.

There was only one bedside lamp turned on in the room, and the warm light was dim.

Lin Suici sat in the corner of the bed hugging his knees, curling himself up into a small ball.

The dim light shone on the young man’s drooping brows and eyes, and his dense eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes.

He didn’t regret confessing his feelings to Pei Chuan.

Lin Suici always thought that Pei Chuan was interested in him, even if he didn’t like him.

But Pei Chuan was angry.

He couldn’t understand why Pei Chuan would treat him well for no reason if he didn’t have that kind of intention towards him.

He knew that he was special for Pei Chuan, who was cold and distant to others.

But Pei Chuan would smile at him, touch his head affectionately, tie his shoelaces, vent his anger for him, and even stand in front of him in danger…

Lin Suici pursed his lips and suddenly remembered that Pei Chuan had told him before that he was helping himself because he looked like one of his younger brothers.

Could it be because of this?

He only knew that Pei Chuan was angry, and Pei Chuan didn’t seem to like him.

Lin Suici’s mind was a mess, he thought in his heart, ‘Can he still live here in the future?’ Can he still sleep with Pei Chuan at night? Will Pei Chuan still treat him as well as before?

Thinking of this, Lin Suici suddenly felt a little regretful. If he hadn’t done that just now, they would have been able to maintain their current relationship.

At the thought of this, he felt as if an invisible hand was clutching his heart, which was very stuffy and painful.

He didn’t want to leave Pei Chuan.

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It was an hour later that Pei Chuan came out of the bathroom, wrapped in water vapor.

In addition to the fragrance of the shower gel, there was also a faint fishy smell floating in the bathroom, gradually dissipating in the air.

Pei Chuan was only casually wearing a black bathrobe. His knuckled hand opened the drawer and took out the cigarette case and lighter inside.

The man lowered his eyes slightly, and the metal lighter made a “click” sound, and lit the cigarette in his mouth.

The sparks flickered, and the white smoke blurred the cold and distinct contours of the man’s face, making it difficult to see the expression on his face in the dim light.

It was already late at night. Pei Chuan opened the heavy curtains and stood by the window looking at the thick darkness outside.

Cigarettes were lit one after another.

Pei Chuan lowered his eyes and rubbed his temples with a tired expression.

Because of Lin Suici’s sudden action, he was shocked at first, but he was indeed a little angry later.

Why is he angry… angry at Lin Suici for not cherishing himself.

Or maybe Lin Suici has always misunderstood him, thinking that he has ulterior motives for being nice to him, and has other thoughts about him.

But Pei Chuan can understand this, after all, he himself didn’t explain it clearly.

If the person who rescued Lin Suici on the road that day wasn’t him, but someone else, would Lin Suici do the same?

Thinking of this, Pei Chuan felt restless for no reason.

Until later, when Lin Suici said that he liked him.

Lin Suici likes him, the child really said that he likes him…

Pei Chuan held the half-burned cigarette between his fingers, and took a deep breath.

The expression and tone of the young man when he said this involuntarily appeared in his mind.

Pei Chuan’s throat tightened, he closed his eyes, took two more puffs of cigarettes, and managed to suppress that thought.

When did Lin Suici start to have this idea, did he really like him, or did he mistake his dependence on him for liking.

After all, he is only nineteen years old, so he is still too young.

Pei Chuan sighed imperceptibly, he hadn’t been so upset for a long time.

At around two o’clock in the morning, Pei Chuan put the nearly burned cigarette into the ashtray and pressed it out, then turned around and walked outside with his long legs.

The corridor was pitch black, and the door of the guest bedroom next door was tightly closed, and the lights inside seemed to be turned off.

The man’s tall figure almost merged into the darkness, he stood silently outside the door for a while, then turned around and went back.

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