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“What I want to do has nothing to do with that fool…” The actress on the stage laughed presumptuously and flamboyantly, looking extremely beautiful and alluring.
However, all that came to Chen Zhao’s mind were the regrets lightly expressed by Si Yang when he left in the morning.
“Whatever it was, it doesn’t matter anymore.”
It doesn’t matter anymore. Is it because after climbing up to Chen Yu, his feelings are not important anymore? Or is it that after surviving the Hongmen banquet, the feelings towards him are no longer important due to resentment?
At this moment, Chen Zhao really wanted to go home and ask Si Yang, why?
“My biggest secret is that I entered the circle for the sake of my Senior. He is very talented, good at studying, and has high emotional intelligence. He has always been the object of my admiration.”
That was an interview after drinking, and Si Yang gathered a lot of courage after drinking too much. He no longer pretended to be indifferent and glamorous with a cold face, but laughed like a child and grabbed the reporter to keep talking.
Perhaps due to the large contrast, this interview later attracted the attention of many fans, and since then, they have had a small group of CP fans, eating sugar in their daily routine.
But then what? If one doesn’t like it, these CP fans will be torn into dogs by the other fans. And Si Yang also became a burden in the group.
What did he think at that time?
At this moment, Chen Zhao rummaged through every detail of the past to recall, but after chewing on it, his mouth seems to be only full of sand.
He completely disregarded Si Yang and was unwilling to give even a little bit of warmth.
As for Si Yang, he relied on the longing and worship in his distant memories to keep himself going.
No matter who it is, they will be tired.
It’s not important anymore…Chen Zhao didn’t understand the meaning of this sentence until now.
It’s not that the original friendship is not important anymore, but that no matter the past, present, or future, he, Chen Zhao, and this friendship is no longer important.
Just like this game, Si Yang doesn’t even want to come. He doesn’t even want to see his embarrassed appearance.
Chen Zhao stood in place and slowly raised his hand to cover the position of his heart. Gradually bending down, as if enduring some huge pain.
He has a series of monologues here. But Chen Zhao didn’t say a word.
Normally, it would be considered a mistake on stage. But perhaps the emotions in his eyes are too sad, that kind of sadness mixed with fear can make people cry with empathy in an instant.
“Zoom in and capture every detail of Chen Zhao!” The director directly instructed people to adjust the camera, and Chen Zhao’s close-up instantly appeared on the big screen, reflecting in everyone’s eyes.
Perhaps this young man is in too much pain. So much so that he couldn’t even wail and shed tears.
He has been working very hard for the future, for the sake of his family, and hasn’t even been contaminated with the usual extravagance of those nobles. He was even once ridiculed as boring and old-fashioned.
He never complained, but what are the results?
His fiancée became his father’s lover, and his father readily accepted it.
Just because he is not important in their eyes!
The second round once again amazed everyone. After the director shouted ‘cut’, Chen Zhao still couldn’t get rid of his emotions. It wasn’t until nearly a minute later that he suddenly covered his face and cried out.
It was a hysterical cry, collapsing to the point where it felt as if he had truly lost the most important thing.
After the live broadcast ended that day, Chen Zhao once again made it to the hot search.
How fame has risen and gone up again, and although the black material from the past was thrown away, it didn’t prevent people from recognizing Chen Zhao’s acting skills.
But Chen Zhao himself felt that it wasn’t real. Even when he was kept behind by the director after the show, he still felt incredible.
“I’m going to shoot a literary film at the end of the year. Would you like to audition?” Director Xu is a well-known director who started his career with literary films. What’s even more impressive is his literary films, which not only win awards, but also have a certain degree of commercial value. It can be regarded as a hit in both the box office and fame.
If Chen Zhao could really hitch a ride with him, his future journey in the film industry would definitely be smooth sailing.
Because Director Xu is an independent filmmaker, with a wealthy family standing behind him. He has never been restricted by anyone in filming, even Chen Qiao can’t do anything to deliberately suppress him.
“Thank you Director Xu for giving me this opportunity, I will definitely work hard.” Chen Zhao bowed solemnly and agreed.
From this moment, Chen Zhao finally started to stand up, but his mood was still very complicated.
Because all of this was brought to him by Si Yang.
Chen Zhao is not a fool, the road has already reached this point. He thought back and recalled the past humiliations, and vaguely felt that what Si Yang did was not so much a humiliation, but rather paving the way for him.
Climb up to Chen Yu, take him out of Huawen Entertainment, and enter Xingsheng. Go to the nightclub to find the variety show director and force him into the show.
Even his previous two humiliations, the peeking from outside the study, and today’s abandonment, all seemed to be preparing for his performance on stage.
After all, without Si Yang’s stimulation, Chen Zhao could not easily empathize with the character and perform the stunning play.
He hadn’t taken any acting classes before.
So was Si Yang acting? Why did he(sy) do this to help himself(cz)?
The idea that flashed through his mind made him very excited. Chen Zhao quickly changed his clothes and ran out of the studio.
He really wants to ask Si Yang to see if his guess is right?
After all, no matter how fragile people’s feelings are, they can’t change in a flash. Si Yang wasn’t even afraid of death because of himself!
“Senior!” In his memory, Si Yang tilted his head and smiled at him, his soft appearance was as harmless and cute as a small animal.
Chen Zhao only felt that he was probably blind at that time, that’s why he didn’t even go up to hug him, and nodded indifferently every time.
Clenching the hand hanging by his side, Chen Zhao wanted to go back and say to Si Yang, “I was wrong before, but I will treat you well in the future.”
For Si Yang, he can even ignore Chen Yu.
“Si Yang!” Finally, when he arrived home, Chen Zhao opened the door and ran in. He had a lot of words he wanted to say to Si Yang. But unexpectedly, he saw Chen Yu’s shoes at the door.
Placed side by side with Si Yang’s shoes.
The butler came over and motioned him to keep quiet.
Chen Zhao subconsciously looked into the hall. On the sofa, Chen Yu seemed to be tired and was lying on Si Yang’s lap, while Si Yang was holding a book in his hand, reading it with great interest.
As if awakened by his movements, Chen Yu moved slightly. Si Yang patted him on the shoulder, and Chen Zhao vaguely heard Si Yang saying, “It’s okay, lie down for a while.”
At this moment, all his previous excitement and expectations were shattered.
It’s not because of the closeness between Chen Yu and Si Yang, but because of the way Si Yang looks at Chen Yu. That look was extraordinarily gentle, even with a hint of indulgence.
It was something he had never seen before.
Chen Zhao took a step back, feeling as if he shouldn’t be here.
Coincidentally, there was a message on the phone. It was an invitation from Director Xu for a night party.
Chen Zhao remained silent for a moment, replied ‘yes’ on his phone, and then turned around and left the door.
Unlike the last time Si Yang took him there, this time he was the invited person and sat next to Director Xu.
This well-known director clearly intended to promote him, patting his shoulder and offering a toast.
Chen Zhao has always understood how to maintain the goodwill of others. Naturally, he also cooperated well.
Both the host and guests enjoyed themselves.
By the time Chen Zhao returned to the villa, it was almost dawn.
He drank a lot and his steps were a bit unsteady.
Unexpectedly, Si Yang was downstairs. He must have woken up thirsty at night, wearing loose pajamas and holding a water glass in his hand.
The two looked at each other, and Chen Zhao suddenly stepped forward and grabbed his wrist.
“Si Yang, what exactly do you want to do?” Even though Chen Zhao was drunk, his strength wasn’t any less, as if to crush the slender wrist in the palm.
Si Yang frowned and broke free, but in the next moment, he was hugged by the other party.
“Get lost!” Si Yang frowned and immediately pushed him away.
Chen Zhao staggered back two steps, but he was still unwilling to let go of Si Yang’s hand.
“I will get lost, but you have to explain to me.”
“Chen Zhao, I don’t think there is anything else I need to explain to you.” Si Yang tried again, and this time, Chen Zhao failed to catch him.
“Your accommodation has been prepared at the company’s end, along with the assistants. Starting from tomorrow, you will move out.” Si Yang originally wanted to say these words to Chen Zhao as soon as he came back. But Chen Zhao went out temporarily, so he planned to tell him in the morning.
Coincidentally, he is back now, so he might as well explain it clearly.
But Chen Zhao’s mood exploded instantly because of this sentence, “Are you going to drive me away?”
“Si Yang, you said this so casually, so what am I to you?” Chen Zhao finally asked.
However, Si Yang smiled, his long and narrow eyes full of indifference, “It’s just a boring pastime.”
This sentence completely stunned Chen Zhao. Thinking about the difference between Si Yang’s treatment of Chen Yu and himself, it was as if a fire was ignited in his heart, causing unbearable pain to all his internal organs.
So why, why Si Yang can be nice to others so easily, and give up on himself so casually. Could it be that all that careful longing and admiration in the past was fake? Was it all a lie?
“So why did you lie to me before?” Chen Zhao stopped Si Yang again, “You used to surround me like a dog, but now that you have gained power, you treat me like a dog. Si Yang, are you acting or retaliating against me?”
Si Yang looked up at Chen Zhao’s painful face, and suddenly smiled. It was a beautiful smile that could make people’s hearts palpitate.
“Chen Zhao, are you in love with me?”
“…” Chen Zhao looked at the red lips that opened and closed in front of him, and subconsciously lowered his head, as if bewitched, wanting to kiss them.
However, Si Yang bent his knees, raised his foot, and kicked him in his lower abdomen.
“Boom!” It was the sound of Chen Zhao’s head hitting the floor heavily. And the severe pain that followed finally dissipated Chen Zhao’s drunkenness.
Si Yang looked down at him condescendingly, “Chen Zhao, Si Yang, who liked you, died on the day of the Hongmen Banquet.”
“……Why?”
“Don’t you know Director Xu? You can ask him. Director Xu’s brother also participated in the Hongmen Banquet. However, he participated as the host.”
“You can go and ask what happened at that Hongmen Banquet.”
After Si Yang finished speaking, he turned and went upstairs.
After lying down for a while, Chen Zhao stumbled up and ran out the door.
“Director Xu, Director Xu, can I ask you a question?” This was not the right time to call, but Chen Zhao still dialed Director Xu’s number.
This big director probably just got off a little lover, and he was in a pretty good mood, so he was willing to have a chat with Chen Zhao.
But when he heard the words ‘Hongmen banquet’, his face changed a lot.
“Why are you asking about this?”
“Si Yang…”
When Chen Zhao mentioned these two words, Director Xu fell silent.
“What do you want to ask?”
“I want to know what happened at the Hongmen Banquet…”
The sound of a lighter click came from the other end of the phone. Director Xu lit a cigarette and took several puffs before he gave Chen Zhao a website address.
“This is what happened at the last Hongmen Banquet. Someone made a written record. You can go check it out. But you don’t have to think about it too much, it’s all arranged. Everyone in the circle understands.”
“What about this year?” Chen Zhao asked anxiously.
“Didn’t Si Yang come out with his limbs intact? According to the rules, if he doesn’t say anything, no one else can. Perhaps you can ask Chen Yu.”
“…Thank you Director Xu.” Chen Zhao thanked him. After hanging up the phone, he quickly opened the website on his phone.
In black and white, large sections of text suddenly came into view.
But after reading the first paragraph, Chen Zhao’s face suddenly turned pale.
This is not hell, this is a situation that is even more terrifying than hell.
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