Home/ The White-eyed Wolves I Personally Raised Are All Coveting My Legacy/ Chapter 44
“This…how could this be possible?” The system instantly displayed a string of garbled code.
The background of the world provided by the General Administration of Fast Travel is absolutely infallible. No matter how foolish the original owner was, how could someone not tell who they love?
Si Yang asked him, “How old do you think Chen Yu looks now?”
“Um… between twenty and thirty?” Chen Yu took good care of him. If it wasn’t for his overly strong and calm temperament, some people would even believe that he was twenty-five or twenty-six.
Si Yang, “How about five years ago?”
“It’s still not sixteen or seventeen!”
“You forgot the prerequisites, the original body… was looking at the person’s back.”
“…” The system was speechless.
Five years ago, S City High School.
“Fucking gay! Go to hell!”
“Beat him up! How dare he has a crush on Teacher Teng, what disgusting things are written in his diary.”
“No, don’t use your hands! Take this water pipe. My father said that homosexuals are sick. What if we get AIDS?”
In December, it was the coldest time of winter. The icy cold water poured down the top of the head, instantly freezing the person.
The nearly freezing water flowed into the clothes along the neck, causing the pale skin to turn red. The slender boy struggled twice, and was soon hit on the head again with a broom.
This time, he finally lost the strength to resist and curled up on the ground, hugging himself into a ball and shivering constantly.
Until a long time, when he almost didn’t even have the strength to tremble, those people left slowly.
In the huge water room, he was the only one in the corner, soaked in water and the mud, looking even dirtier than the garbage.
This is the original owner when he was a teenager.
He hasn’t done anything terribly wrong, it’s just that he liked men.
If it is said that Chen Zhao’s misery was that he had always been dependent on others and had never been recognised by the person he wanted, then the original owner’s greatest sorrow was that he had never been liked by anyone.
The original owner was also from a single-parent family, but his mother loathed him to the extreme, even beating and scolding him. After finally forming a new family, she abandoned him directly.
On the contrary, she was extremely fond of her future children, it was only the original owner she detested very much that she wasn’t even willing to give him a full meal. All of this because his appearance was three points similar to that of her ex-husband.
The failure of adults’ love is not the fault of children, but no one has ever told such a simple truth to the original owner.
“He was born with a father, but still doesn’t have a father to raise him!”
“Si Yang is a bad boy, that’s why his parents don’t want him anymore!”
“Let’s not play with Si Yang. Look, he doesn’t even have new clothes, and he was drooling when he watched me eating ice cream that day.”
These words have been filled in the original body’s ears from childhood to adulthood, while accompanying him was the loneliness and the despair of never being loved.
No one knew that he hid in the corner and stared at the ice cream in the girl’s hand, not because he cared about that little bit of sweetness, but because he envied the girl for having a father who was holding her hand and doting on her.
While his own father has never seen him again since birth. There wasn’t even a single photo.
Children who grow up alone will either grow fangs and become a red-eyed wolf cub to protect themselves, or like Chen Zhao, they will learn to hide the emptiness of their heart with a fake smile early on and gain the goodwill of the people around them.
But more often than not, the original owner was like this, like a blade of grass in a dark corner, thin and afraid, not even daring to look forward to the future.
Perhaps because of the fear of his mother and the expectation of his father when he was a child, the original owner gradually discovered that his sexual orientation was different from those around him. Many times, he even longed to be hugged tightly by the boy he liked like a girl.
As for his first crush, it was the school doctor. The reason was simple and innocent. Because whenever he had a fever, Teacher Teng took the initiative to offer him antipyretic medicine.
He didn’t dare to expect anything, or even thought of expressing his feelings, he just wrote down his youthful emotions in his diary. He was afraid of causing trouble for others and was also afraid of being regarded as a pervert.
But even so, this innocent first love was still shattered on that day.
When the diary was posted on the bulletin board, he clearly saw the teacher looking at him with disgust.
What was waiting for him was the endless school violence, that constant physical and psychological torture. Until that day, the malicious bullying in the water room finally tore off the last thread.
He didn’t know how long he had been crying, and his eyes could no longer see clearly. He just remembered taking out a sharp pencil sharpener and sliding it down on his wrist indiscriminately.
The moment the blood flowed out, the pain seemed very numb.
After all, both heart and dignity have been crushed, so what could this pain be counted as?
And that’s when Chen Zhao appeared in the original owner’s memory.
“Wake up! I’ll take you to the hospital.”
“Don’t sleep, keep your eyes open.”
“Where’s the doctor? Come and take a look at this child!”
At that time, the original body lost too much blood and was on the verge of coma, but the embrace that held him was too warm, so warm that he was almost trembling.
“Don’t touch me, I… I’m dirty…” The snow-white school uniform coat in front of him shook so much that he could barely open his eyes, but as soon as he opened his mouth, his voice became hoarse.
However, after being stunned for a second, the person holding him carefully wiped his face with a handkerchief.
“Don’t talk nonsense, it’s all wiped clean.”
“…” This sentence was like a ray of light, so beautiful that the original owner couldn’t believe it.
But the person who saved him patted his head again, “Why does a pretty child like you take things too hard?”
The original owner was silent for a while, “I… I’m gay. You can go now, don’t trouble yourself… I have money to pay the medical bills.”
This person is so nice, with a pleasant voice, a warm embrace, and a beautiful smile.
He must not implicate this person.
But the man rubbed his hair, “Homosexuality is not a big deal. When you meet more people in the future, you will know that this is common.”
“Go to bed early! I have paid the medical bills.”
After speaking, the man covered the original owner with a quilt and left.
On the day he was discharged from the hospital, he went to the front desk to inquire. He found out that the person who brought him here was indeed wearing the school uniform of the Third Middle School, and his surname was Chen.
“Was it a teacher…or a student?” The nurse also forgot.
“No, no, it’s okay, I’m sorry for the trouble.” The original owner hurriedly thanked her and left.
It has been a month since he last went to school.
The suicide incident scared the people around him, and although they didn’t speak to him, they didn’t dare to touch him again, being afraid of taking another person’s life.
However, the original owner still persisted, wanting to find his savior.
Until he met Chen Zhao.
Although he was still a teenager, his naturally magnetic voice and tall figure already somewhat resembled Chen Yu’s appearance.
But that’s not all, the original owner recognized the person because of what Chen Zhao said to his companions at that time, “What’s wrong with liking a man? He didn’t tangled with anyone, and he didn’t harm anyone either. If you don’t like him, just ignore him. It’s too much to say such bad things about him!”
At that time, the original owner happened to be standing in front of Chen Zhao. After Chen Zhao finished speaking, he was also stunned for a moment, as if he didn’t expect the person he mentioned to be right in front of him. So he hurriedly explained to him, ‘You’re very good, don’t worry about these things.”
“…”, ‘You are very good, don’t worry about these things’. It was a beautiful sentence that a child couldn’t think about in his most desperate time, so the original owner was completely stunned. ‘Good’, ‘very good’, these were the only words of praise that he had received in his barren and desolate life since he was born.
He wanted to say a few words to express his gratitude, but he was afraid that it would implicate Chen Zhao, so he could only run away in a hurry.
Afterwards, he transferred to another school.
Later on, he secretly paid attention to Chen Zhao and learned that the other party wanted to enter the entertainment industry. With his beautiful face, the original owner boldly followed Chen Zhao.
He has only been bold twice in his life, once when he followed Chen Zhao in the talent show, and another, when he went to the Hongmen banquet for Chen Zhao.
Unfortunately, in the original world, the original owner didn’t know until he died that it was actually Chen Yu who saved him. And Chen Yu himself had long forgotten that he had saved such a boy five years ago.
He loved the wrong person, and in the end he didn’t even know who to sacrifice his soul to. But the most desperate thing is that this child has never been loved since he was a child.
The memory stopped here, and the missing world background was completed here. Si Yang remained silent, but the system was already crying like a dog.
“Wuwu, wuwu, this is too pitiful.”
Si Yang didn’t speak, but he couldn’t deny that the despair of the original owner touched him a little bit.
Before the age of seven, he also longed for a warm embrace with expectant eyes. But later, the person who took the initiative to hug him pushed him into a pitch black wooden box with his own hands.
At three o’clock in the morning, the person demanded a ransom of 100 million, and if there’s even a delay of one minute, he would drive a 15 cm long nail into the box.
But when the first nail was driven in, Si Yang already understood that people can only rely on themselves if they want to survive.
The so-called embrace is nothing but a false warmth of body temperature exchange. In and out of bed, it’s all the same.
Forcibly withdrawing his thoughts, Si Yang opened his eyes and sat up from the sofa.
Each world mission is irreversible, so this time, if Si Yang wants to complete the task perfectly, he must do two things, which is to hold onto the lives of Chen Zhao and Chen Yu at the same time.
He already had the perfect plan.
Standing up from the sofa, Si Yang planned to go to Xingsheng. He wanted to meet Chen Yu’s secretary.
Chen Zhao, who was next to him, had been peeking at him all this time. He didn’t expect Si Yang to wake up so quickly and forgot to retract his gaze for a moment.
But Si Yang didn’t care about him, he just told the butler, “Get the car ready, I’m going to Xingsheng.”
“Yes.” The butler hurried to call the driver.
Si Yang went upstairs and changed his clothes.
The shell he occupied in this world is very cold, but Si Yang unexpectedly wears very light and thin clothes.
The light and flowing shirt, with thin silver threads at the collar and cuffs showing off the dark lines, was particularly exquisite and elegant. And the pair of black suit pants on the lower body made his legs look slender.
It was clearly the most common attire, but when worn on Si Yang’s body, it always gives off a very lustful feeling.
Especially the fabric on the back is almost sticking to the butterfly bone, which is the most suitable arc for kissing.
Chen Zhao forced himself to retract his gaze, but without his eyes, his ears could hear even more clearly, such as the heartbeat in his chest.
Chen Zhao stood up subconsciously and stopped Si Yang, “Wait!”
“What’s the matter?” Si Yang stopped in his tracks.
Looking at his face, Chen Zhao asked him curiously, “You said before, if you can come back, you would tell me something.”
“Can you tell me now?”
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