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Ji Chenfeng looked at me as if he had seen a tree full of bread in the North Pole. A little puzzled, and a little shocked.
“…What?” It took him a long time to find his own voice, as if he was afraid of disturbing the magical tree in front of him.
“Don’t you need to apologize for waking up someone who finally fell asleep?”
What are you pretending to be stupid for? Now that it’s already in your mouth, just eat it obediently.
“Sorry.” Ji Chenfeng loosened his grip on my ankle, and made a gesture of standing up, “I think the misunderstanding between us still needs to be clarified…”
The ambiguous tug of war, the flirtatious teasing, and the desire to refuse and welcome physical contact. When others did this to me before, I thought it was fun. But now with Ji Chenfeng, everything became unbearable. I don’t enjoy it, nor do I think it’s cute. Just listening to him pretending to be all reserved, the place that was bulging just now is about to deflate.
I stepped on Ji Chenfeng’s thigh with my foot to stop him from getting up, then I bent down and slowly ran my index finger across his side face.
“Doctor Ji, if you play this game too much, it won’t be fun anymore. If you still want to ruin the mood by saying something like ‘it’s a misunderstanding’, I will really get angry.”
Get along well, speak well, and suppress my bad temper. Even when I was so annoyed and angry, I silently recited these basic rules to myself and then continued, “It doesn’t matter if you only like my voice, I also like Dr. Ji’s face.”
My fingertips brushed against his lips, “I will say whatever you want to hear. If you don’t want to see my face, then close your eyes and think of the type you like.”
His hands had already been retracted that were propped up on the ground, obediently maintaining the original posture. After listening to my words, Ji Chenfeng fell silent.
So far, all the emotions I have seen in him are restrained and flat, and even desire seems to be unable to make him hot.
A blizzard outside a skyscraper…not just in sound, but also in personality. It should have grown into something more dangerous, arrogant, domineering, and more in line with his beautiful face, but it only looks scary. In reality, it is actually quiet and gentle.
【Because of his disability, he was excluded and bullied a lot when he was a child.】
In the detective’s investigation report, it was just a simple sentence, but I seem to understand why those bad kids always liked to bully him.
Throw away his books, snatch his hearing aid, lock him in the dark bathroom, he will not resist, will not scream, but will only suffer and cry silently. When the evil is perfectly executed, the thrill brought by the stimulation is enough to turn a group of annoying children into demons.
Lifting my hand, I inserted my five fingers into his short and hard hair from the side, and then went down to cover his neck.
“Don’t you think… I’m disgusting?” After a long silence, Ji Chenfeng spoke.
“How could it be?” While imagining Ji Chenfeng shivering in the dark bathroom, I focused my attention on answering his question.
So he keeps denying it because he thinks I am disgusted with him? No, wait, I really do feel disgusted, he is somehow aware of that. Thinking about it carefully, when we fell into the trunk of the car together, and I found that my knee was touching his lower body that was tilted towards me, I may not have controlled the expression on my face at that moment.
But how can I admit it now? Whether it is the lower body that was revived by imagination, or the logic of a normal person, it cannot be acknowledged.
The skin under the fingers was incredibly hot, much higher than the temperature of my fingertips. If it wasn’t for the fact that there was nothing abnormal when I touched his face just now, I would have thought he had a fever too.
Does the temperature in the neck area also rise when you are nervous? But there was nothing wrong with his face, it was neither hot nor red. Are all the capillaries on his face dead? What a freak.
If a bad boy discovered it, he would definitely strip him off his clothes and confirm whether other parts of his body are also so magical…
“Because of what… you were bitten?”
Ji Chenfeng’s voice brought me back to my senses again.
What do you mean why I was bitten by a dog? Because I met a biting dog, and it just happened that my legs were made of meat.
But it might have been because of a sense of impending success, his breathing sped up unconsciously as I increased the range of the area while kneading the back of his neck, and I became more tolerant of such stupid questions. I really recalled the crazy eyes and words of that big golden retriever.
“It seems that it regarded me as a devil.”
“The devil…” he murmured, and pondered.
“Yes, Devil.” Grabbing the back of his neck, I tentatively pressed it between the hips, “Doctor Ji, have you figured out what you want me to say?”
There was no answer, all that came was his suddenly raised arm. He grabbed my hand, took it away from his neck, and then grabbed my ankle.
“…Then treat it as an interest.”
Thinking that he was going to refuse again, I almost cursed at that moment, but when my legs were spread apart and pushed to the bed, I didn’t have the heart to listen to what he was saying.
My head went blank, and my fingers fumbled wildly on the back of his neck.
My heart was beating wildly with no intervals, my breathing seemed to have stopped, and the downlight above my head was so dazzling that I couldn’t take my eyes off it.
Damn, it feels so good that I am about to melt.
More powerful, hotter, and more aware of where the key area is… It turned out men may not be all that bad when it comes serving the same sex. With women, I always need to give them instructions to let them know what to do, but with Ji Chenfeng, words are unnecessary, even the best teacher can’t find any fault in his technique.
Even… a bit too fierce.
I wanted him to wait for a moment, so I clamped my legs, but he opened them even harder the next second. Seeing the emptiness on his ears, I vaguely recalled that something seemed to have been knocked down by accident just now.
I wanted to stay in his mouth a bit longer, but there was nothing I could do. What a hassle! There is a difference between not giving orders and not being able to receive them.
My breathing became more and more rapid, and I felt like my heart was about to jump out of my chest. Ji Chenfeng seemed to feel something too, and wanted to step back.
No, this would be a failure.
Before he could completely back away, I pressed my palms on the back of his neck in time, and fixed him where he should be.
His eyelashes, nose bridge, lips, the whole face became a mess, I gasped heavily and stroked the side of his neck.
“This is the perfect ending.”
I went into the bathroom to clean up for a bit, and when I came out, Ji Chenfeng had already left.
That’s just great, don’t stay here. After all, I can’t really fall in love with him, let alone reciprocate and use my mouth to do the same for him.
Because I vented my energy, my muscles felt sore and swollen after the strenuous exercise. Without taking any medication, my sleep that was interrupted returned by itself.
If you continue to think about something before falling asleep, there is a certain probability that you will dream about it in your sleep.
I dreamed about Ji Chenfeng.
But because I have always had a lot of dreams, I am not sure if it is related to the exercise before going to bed.
Strictly speaking, it was not a dream, but a memory.
When Ji Chenfeng was undergoing cochlear implant surgery, I went to see him.
Of course, it’s not because of any guilt or concern. Before I went, I even imagined that if the operation failed and he died in front of the operating table, it would be a happy thing for everyone.
It is a pity that the risk of implant surgery is not great, and it is considered minimally invasive. The operation took only two hours and the hospital stay was for less than a week.
When I walked into the ward with gauze curtains, Ji Chenfeng had just finished the surgery, and Yan Shanhua was dozing off. Seeing that it was me, she jumped up from the chair in shock.
“Xiao, Xiao Nian…”
I came to the end of the bed, looked at the young man who was still sleeping on the bed, and tried to find a trace of Sang Zhengbai on his face, but failed. At that time, although his lips were pale and his eyes were closed, I could still see that he was very good-looking. However, it’s not very much like Mrs. Sang, but rather a combination of the advantages of both husband and wife.
“Is he Ji Chenfeng?”
Yan Shanhua nodded embarrassingly: “Yes…”
“Can he hear us right now?”
“He can’t hear right now, it’s just that the chip that was implanted hasn’t been turned on yet.”
Confirming that Ji Chenfeng couldn’t hear me, I stopped staring at him, turned to Yan Shanhua, saying, “The three hundred thousand that I gave you, consider it a gift. You don’t have to pay it back.” A gentle breeze blew in from outside the window, blowing the thin gauze curtain into the air, and the sunlight fell directly on me. Feeling hot even through my clothes. I changed my angle and turned my back to the hospital bed, “Don’t let a third person know except for me, otherwise both of us will both suffer greatly.”
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